Sep 18 2009
5 on friday, and a little more
I feel like I have been able to be pretty positive lately considering everything. Its hard when you have your entire paycheck spent before you even get it. Saving for college is harder than anything I’ve ever had to do.
Not to mention that I am not used to “getting paid” like the normal people. When you are a server, your paychecks are $150 or less every two weeks, now that I only work two or three days a week I usually get around $45 every two weeks; so basically a servers paycheck doesn’t matter. What we take home every night we work is what matters. So it’s not like you need to budget like normal people either, you get paid every day, and the harder you work the more you make. That is one reason I “love” serving.
Here is an update since my last
1. I have decided that although I am allergic to milk products (ice cream, mozzarella, cream cheese) I will continue to drink milk, because so far it hasn’t made me sick.
2. I have been taking extra special care of my skin. Because of all my stress lately I have been suffering bad skin. It has cleared up tremendously, however, two days ago I used scented lotion on it because I was too lazy to get out of bed and get face lotion, and now my chin is brewing something terrible. ADVICE: never use scented lotion on your face.
3. V. C. Andrews still has me captivated. I don’t know what it is about me, but I enjoy being entertained by things that make me a little uncomfortable.
4. The insurance biz is a rough one. This past week I have had two of our policy holders come in with incredibly sad stories about how their spouses died. One woman was visiting her husband who was in ICU ans had a peanut butter sandwich in the cafeteria, she choked on it and died, she loved peanut butter and that’s all her husband could talk about, how it was her favorite thing and how he couldn’t eat it anymore. Another woman was sleeping and got up to go to the bathroom and when she got back in bed she felt how cold her husbands arm was under the pillow. He had died holding her in his arms. It makes me very sad.
5. I have possibly the most amazing boyfriend in the world. I don’t write about him a lot because I know he reads this sometimes and It feels weird writing about someone I know will read it. However, today, I won’t be able to keep shut. Besides the fact that He and I get along really well, he makes me feel like one of the most amazing people in the world. He is interested in what I have to say and enjoys my little abnormalities. I can laugh with him, I can also cry with him. He makes me feel safe and wanted, and he makes me feel important, to him and the world. I have never known anyone who is as interesting to listen to, and he loves to teach me things. Honestly, I have never been more excited to be in a relationship with someone, and I know that David is someone I can look forward to being with for a long time (even if its just as friends) because we are very compatible.
