Sep 29 2009
so I spoke too soon
So yesterday, after I say how wonderful everything is, and how I love my awesome life, I get to put my foot in my mouth, which I just love so much. My sister was a butt head to me, and I was in a bad mood. Which in turn led me to be a butt head to David. I suck sometimes.
My sister had this wonderful habit of being fun, and nice, and interesting, until… her boyfriend shows up. Then she is all needy, and annoying, and I am in the way. He lives with us, so It’s not like I am somewhere uninvited; she just can’t balance any other part of her life when he is around. The world stops for Neil. So I spoke too soon, am I surprised? No, but I am upset. I love having a sister, she means the world to me. It makes me angry when she belittles me and tries to make me feel unwanted and unimportant.
On the flip side, I will be 21 in one month exactly. YAY ME!!!!
